(and closer than most to you and what am i supposed to do? >>rhcp)
i guess today was good. not many bad things happened. i stood up to hermano today! he was like jess please recite what i just said.... and i did! word for word, the last 2 sentences he said. he didn't quite know how to react. he was like ok well if you can daydream and lsiten to me at the same time, then................ go ahead.he always seems to think i'm spacing in and out in that class for some reason. maybe it's because i am just very afraid of participating in that class because i do not want to draw attention to myself at all. so i never make eye contact.
whatever i dont care. 110 more minutes of class, plus another 110 more of exam. but at least i dont have to listen to him during the exam. and only 55 more minutes of history!!!!!!!!! just thinking about it puts me in the best mood!!!
also today hmm... it rained for about the 389147819 day in a row. and the bus driver made me walk in it. gracias; de nada. i got my yearbook. i'm actually in it! haha i made the cross country page which is effing hilarious considering the fact that i suck. also stuff for pep band. (awwwwwwww pep banddddddddd~!)
i fell asleep around 3 o clock for an hour and a half or so. then i finished up my paper for english on mother night. its so shitty im almost embarassed to hand it in. but i just dont have the time/patience to rewrite it, so... so... i'm lazy and thats that. then i practiced my guitar for over an hour. its so amazing. i remember in like 7th grade when i thought a half an hour was forever and today i didnt even look at the clock. i'm so in love. i just wish i was better. pat wants to buy my electric, so we'll see about getting that orgasmically delicious schecter or the equally delectable godin. *sighhhhhhhhhh* money.
went to shel's school for a spring concert thing. it was cute. i dont miss my old school. it has changed so much since i went there with rye and the crew. oh man.
i dont know what else to tell you except that im tired (what's new?), wont be able to sleep, and i'm stressed.
i hope you can at least have sweet dreams this evening though.