school was pretty schoolish today. at least it was wednesday and all classes were short. hit up thayer street afterwards, stopped in at details (a great lil shop, me gusta mucho). rained allllll day. i was home by 3, picked up my checkkkkk. i was all ready to quit and everything, but i'm so not good at like... speaking up. so apparently now i'm only working 10 hours a week- one weeknight and one saturday or sunday for 6 hours. not bad. still bad, but not as bad. whatever. first official pep band practice of the season tomorrow! so stoked! :) too bad i suck. i practiced quite a bit today, but i'm worried. nick is so much better, and now haj is trying to pull in some newbies- freshmen and sophomores so that someone is trained for when nick and i leave. eh. i bet that within 2 practices the FNG will be better than me..... that one kind of hurts the self esteem, but i do realize that it is the best for the band. ah, i dont want to think about it though. hopped on over to pattys to study for quimica. 101 test bank problems---> solved! go us. buuuuuuut... im worried im going to choke on the test. 12 problems, 55 minutes. 4.5 minutes per problem. i am happy that it makes sense to me now. chem and i are friends again. and i was thinking- maybe if chem and i ever had a falling out, being a psych major wouldnt be so bad! i found out yesterday that lauren and i both want to take triple sciences next year- ap bio, anatomy, and micro. i so wish i could drop english next year. that class is so pointless. and i'm not taking history. maybe ill take ap government... ahhh stop thinking about school.
so life... is going well in general. my parents decided that we're going somewhere over christmas vacation, we just dont know where yet. i dont know how i feel about this. i was looking forward to a solo trip to cali. but now theres talk of austria or las bahamas. we dont know for sure yet. i love how my mom was like "we all need a vacation, i think." um, k. you and dad just got back from a week in bermuda at the beginning of october, then a few days in new york. i havent been anywhere since 16 july. whatever though they've been working really hard too. my mom just got a new job that involves her traveling a ton, very often to the new york city branch of the office, which is cool. im happy for her, she seems happy.
happy. happy happy happy. you know you're tired when words blur and stop making sense.