9 December 2003
4 things i learned today:
1. school is never fun when you're sick.
2. school is not fun when you stress out over insignificant details.
3. garden veggie sandwiches, sans gorgonzola, from panera bread are the yummiest things in the world.
4. i have the best hairstylist in the world- she moved some cutsomers around just so she could squeeze me in today. now i have highlights (pictures later?) [hope they look alright.]
5. 3 and 4 can fix 1 and 2.
oh boy. it is 621 and i am exhausted. this 'flu' thing has really got me down.
i'm quitting my job tomorrow. ive only been working since like... september? i cant do it anymore though. i never could from the beginning. i cant work during the weeknights, she put me on thurs and sun this weekend. thurs from 3-10 and sun from 12-6. yeah right. im lucky if i can get out of the student lot by 3. plus the fact that i have pep band until 430 was a dilemma. so i was like uh no. then she put me on saturday 3-10. but i told her months ago i had dave matthews tickets for that night. then she put me on friday. uhhh... first pep band game of the season, plus doctor's appointment immediately after school. fuck. im awful. so she put me on saturday 12-6 and sunday 12-6. did i mention i have a big ol' history paper due next week and also a 20% english essay? no? oh. i do.
thus, i cant work this weekend at all. ergo, i quit.
i'm not sure if its worth it anyways. the job thing. ive made something like 1500. i put about 750 in my account total (for college spending money). i decided that ill just go to class in pj's and not eat. i already dont drink (::lightweight::) my roommate will understand that im a shut in who hates crowds and will never invite me anywhere. bingo. (this also discourages any guy from dating me, as they would have to pick up the tab. great, now i wont be married until around 30-35... plenty of time to get a fews masters and my phd and travel the world.)
wow. told you i'd be optimistic this time around!!!