went for a run yesterday, in attempts to temporarily seek relief from studying.
got windburn. i hate new england. remember 3 weeks ago when i was in cali and got a burn from the sun? yeah. that was awesome.
not too much went down today. ruined my chemistry average, but dont worry, guys. because i'm fine with that. really. it's only one test grade right? one test grade... out of 4? and and and i did okay on the labs? so i think my average will be ok? i don't know. whatever. i need to stop thinking about it because it's just awful. i worked my ass off all quarter to get the same average as last time, and essentially i just negated all hard work and extreme effort by bombing this one test. not that i didn't study- believe me- i did. but we also had a lab due today. and exams start tomorrow. and he also didn't review at all for the exam. whatever, ap chem sucks. wait- no- that's not it. i just suck at ap chem. i obviously cant handle the work. i'm the only one having heart attacks just thinking about that class. i wish i could just go back in time to good ol' honors chem in haj's class, where bonus points have to do with sesame street and 80's music, and if you dress up like an element on costume day you get extra credit. oh, and we blew up rockets. and tie-dyed shirts. and made chocolate chip cookies in take home labs. *sigh*
spanish exam tomorrow. i don't know how it's going to go. i still don't consider it a real class. whatever, we'll see. i'm still going to the pep band game tonight because - let's be honest- i wouldnt have studied during that time anyway.
ahhh caffeine. need. more. caffeine.
kbye
Comments (3)
only one having a heart attack? sweetie...iiii don't think you're alone. in fact, i KNOW you're not alone...my average is atrocious. and not the 'jess' atrocious...like really reallllly like the rest of the normal world atrocious.
i'm sure it'll all turn out fine though...
excuse me while i keel over.
all the same, keep your head high. i wuv you. that should be sufficient in times of hyperventilating crisis.
Becka
Posted by Becka | January 20, 2004 5:53 PM
Posted on January 20, 2004 17:53
I can definitely second that the test was super tricky, and I'm sure no one did well, so he might even scale it? :-p you can dream right? Well keep your chin up, babe, chemistry is in your blood. You're just being challanged, which you may not be used to cause youre super smart like that. But look at this as an opportunity to learn more. Everyone has little grooves in the road sometimes, right? But hey, not everything in life comes easy, and the best learning experiences happen when you make mistakes every once in a while :-p. so no worries, you're still my idol and you'll kick ass on this exam!
Posted by Shannon | January 20, 2004 7:31 PM
Posted on January 20, 2004 19:31
Perkins doesn't even speak Spanish
Posted by OneLastLook | January 20, 2004 10:02 PM
Posted on January 20, 2004 22:02