smileyjess

havne't been writing much because not a whole lot has been going down. i was more than tired of this week by third period on monday, and it's just been downhill since then. nothing bad or anything- just unbelievably mentally/physically exhausted. i know i said it just a few posts ago but i cannot stress how much of a bitch third quarter is. school has just been crazy. i had a chem test today... when i went to study for it last night, i realized i didn't even know what chapter we're on because we just started it like: last friday. 1 chapter a week until end of school. if i live remind me to have a binder burning ceremony (similar to the one acadec is planning on having sometime soon!) there were like 12 kids in chem today. the other 8 just decided not to bother coming in because they knew the test was going to be killer. it wasnt that bad, but then again... maybe i have a false sense of comfort. oh and also i had an analysis test yesterday that devoured my soul. i have a feeling i'll be seeing a grade i havent seen since first quarter freshman geometry on it. whatever.

volleyball tryouts started last night. i was totally stressing out all day. (possibly why i freaked out over the stupid analysis quiz?) early dismissal wednesdays are total lifesavers. drove to hendricken and picked up dan. saw rye! he could not join us due to a late driving lesson. que triste :( dan and i drove around the east side and just talked for the whole time. it was great, totally made me feel a lot better about.... like everything. i dropped him off then headed back to school for tryouts. it felt so good to just get a lot of things off my mind and relax with mi amigo. i entered the fieldhouse completely levelheaded and was able to concentrate. i guess they went... neutrally. i'm not in a lot of pain today... for some reason my neck is giving me trouble (but that could be from falling asleep while trying to study for chem). yeah so. i'm going back for round two tonight at 6, so wish me luck. i definitely need it. varsity or nothing, kids. im giving it my best and not permitting myself to set me up for disappointment. thats all i can do, right? right.

i'm going to sleep now. g'afternoon.