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i don't feel too well today, but that gives me the perfect exuse to just sit around and be super lazy. i haven't been to church in over a month (the last time i went the homily kind of upset me, to say the least.) my dad woke me up this morning at 830 to go and i was going to, just to please him, but i stood up and essentially collapsed. back to bed until around 1. tried to have some orange juice and lemon sorbet... and well... i don't want to get too graphic with you...

ever hear of dark and stormies? possibly why i'm not feeling well this morning.

moses brown parties = mucho divertido.

actually, i'm worried it's mono. how much would that absolutely suck? it's probably just allergies though. i'm just looking for excuses to miss school.

yesterday my mom looked at me and saw what i see everyday in the mirror. and promptly announced that i need new makeup. and shoes.

it's a good thing i wear a uniform, otherwise i would have been subjected to trying on numerous outfits as well.

first stop, shoes. suede. i'm the biggest hypocrite ever, and i'm aware of that. (i'm just one big contradiction. i'm sorry, little cows.) these came in red (carmelian, actually), and i coveted them. i introduced my mom to j crew and now i think they are going to be best friends, too. i dropped some big hints about the cashmere sweaters i wanted. then the clinique counter in nordstrom. first eyes. all about eyes, daily eye benefits, quickliner (in shy brown), eye shadow (in sugar sugar and sunkissed). blush- touch of bronze. she wanted me to get lipstick, but i adamantly stood by the tangerine, lime, and grape lipsmackers that scorp's mom (what what) bought for me last volleyball season. i felt bad about my mom spending money on this stuff when i wont even use it because makeup requires way too much time in the morning. i really should care more, i know-- maybe i'll use the eye stuff because they really do get way too puffy after 3 hours of sleep and 21 hours of school... then we went to garden city and i treated myself to a juicy couture shirt and another pair of suede shoes (sue me.) theyre fuschia with sequins. totally me.

finally got my school shopping done as well. at least, notebooks and whatnot. i still don't have all of my books because of that stupid online ordering thing. i dont know why they ever decided it would be more convenient to do it this way this year.

i can't find any gym clothes. this will be the 3rd year in a row i've needed to get new ones. ::pats self on back:: anyone not in gym period c want to do it the communist way and share?

i just finished my ap calc homework. it was all review stuff, and took me a ridiculously long time. way longer than it should have. i'm so exhausted now.

it's so cold out today.