"do you pop pills? my sister says everyone at [my school here] does."
good question, j. good question.
christian service again today- not as bad as last time. i made a mini ecosystem with one of the science classes, then spent some quality time with jibrelle in english again. i was nervous when i didn't see him at first, afraid he had gotten himself kicked out of the class or something. as it turns out, he was simply in the principal's office because he had threatened the life of another student. *sigh* also i was clued in on the secret phrase in case there's ever a bomb scare at the school. nice.
henceforth i refuse to participate in christian service. all it results in is making me never want to be around kids. ever. (except for when i'm a pediatrician and i'm sticking them with needles and charging their parents obscene amounts of money for it :)) also i missed the derivative shortcut lesson for ap calc, which is only important for, oh, the whole effing year.
today i coughed so hard i seriously think a piece of my esophagus came up. awesome, no? my body is shutting down, and it's only the first day of fall.
pep band tomorrow and i don't feel like going. i dont know why, i just don't. i need to be able to come home and work on my messed up lab and practice theory intervals and write 3 college essays.
my app is due in 3 weeks. ::Dies::
i'm so exhausted. i havent slept underneath my comforter since summer because usually i just fall asleep on top of it.
i have nothing to wear to homecoming this weekend. if it werent for maeves afterwards i wouldnt even be going.
blah. why am i so down tonight?
only 12 more regular season games.