sometimes i worry i'm developing severe paranoia. i'm paranoid about being paranoid. conversely, i bet really paranoid people dont even consider the fact that they may be paranoid. so by that standard, i'm not paranoid. but since i just considered myself not...
someone feel free to interrupt me anytime here.
so i forgot how incredibly wonderful short wednesdays are. there is nothing like that feeling at the end of your first period class when you realize it was actually 10 minutes shorter than you expected it to be. and then, because you're a blond, it happens repeatedly for at least the next three classes.
i get tomorrow off for retreat. most people would love this; i, am loathing it for two reasons. one- i am missing important stuff in my classes and two it is retreat (aka waste of my time.) they make us do lame icebreakers then feel the need to explain the reasoning behind them as if we are 5 or 6. usually i'm too preoccupied with worrying about how stupid i look because i've never really been the type of chick who goes out and buys couture specifically because it's one of ten or so days we receive permission to not wear the uniform. it's outside and i heard thunderstorms are in store for tomorrow.
school doesnt even feel like school at all. 3 full days down and nothing's looking too dim yet. my insomnia has returned, but it's all good. now i can stay up late watching the sox beat the pants off of oakland, practice guitarra, or read entire novels that have yet to be officially assigned for english (for those of you with W. for ap, i very much enjoyed the tortilla curtain, by the way.) and besides, i always thought my swollen eye guess-how-many-hours-of-sleep-i-didnt-get-last-night-you-silly-fool-whose-body-actually-needs-sleep really worked for me. {/sarcasm}
this morning i woke up at 430a to the raindrops dancing on my window. curled up in my usual contorted fetal position i was entranced and felt as though i was the only one who knew a special secret.
on the way to school i saw a car that had hydroplaned.
i think i need to start driving a lot slower.