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you are my only.

no classes tomorrow = no homework tonight

for some reason i can't sit still right now. it's 1052 and i feel like driving. just driving. no where in particular, i'm just so restless. the thought of a busy weekend is looming over my head and is already wearing me out. i want coffee. and a good book.

i took a two hour nap this afternoon. it was delicious.

i hate change so much. there's a new guitarist in pep band. and it's a chick. i am way too territorial. i dont want another chick in the love pit. it can only be me and nick and will and andy and corey. me, me, me. the worst part is she's good. and nice. damn it all.

dear change. we need to break up and you need to go far away. don't take it too personally. love, jess.

last night i started writing a college essay, then abruptly abandoned it in favor of sleep. i tried to go back to it tonight, but it's just too terrible.

visited obi today with ev and joe. we talked about how absolutely beautiful mr. and mrs. mac are. because they really are positively adorable. he loves her so much and it's so cute when she corrects him in class and oh, the thought of his speech on the first day still brings a tear to everyone's eye. and then we were all having a moment and obi says "yes, once i was in their car... and it felt like a temple." at which point ev joe and i just broke down and cracked up for like:: 10 minutes. oh obi. i never thought i'd say it but i miss him so much!!!!!

hawaii pacific university sent me an application today. i'm going to boston on 2 oct for an nyu admissions presentation- let me know if you want to come along.

oh my god. i drank 1.5 liters of diet coke today and just got hit with a craving.

bye.

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