i couldn't really sleep tonight. one of those nights where you flip over the pillow so many times its warm on both sides and your sheets are just all disheveled and not at all cocoonlike, the way they should be.
this is because i didn't make my bed this morning and collapsed upon it when i got home tonight.
i tried listening to some mellow dave but my toes were copying the bass drum line and my thoughts were waltzing about as though insomniac ballroom dancers.
switched it over to beck's sea changes and tried not to listen to lyrics too much.
as you can see, that didn't work either. i'm waiting for water to boil for my chamomile tea and had a spare minute. looks like it's going to be a long night.
Guess I'm Doing Fine
-beck-
There’s a blue bird at my window
I can’t hear the songs he sings
All the jewels in heaven
They don’t look the same to me
I just wade the tides that turned
Till I learn to leave the past behind
It’s only lies that I’m living
It’s only tears that I’m crying
It’s only you that I’m losing
Guess I’m doing fine
All the battlements are empty
And the moon is laying low
Yellow roses in the graveyard
Got no time to watch them grow
Now I bade a friend farewell
I can do whatever pleases me
It’s only lies that I’m living
It’s only tears that I’m crying
It’s only you that I’m losing
Guess I’m doing fine
Press my face up to the window
To see how warm it is inside
See the things that I’ve been missing
Missing all this time
It’s only lies that I’m living
It’s only tears that I’m crying
It’s only you that I’m losing
Guess I’m doing fine