smileyjess

this weekend has been way too much for me. i never thought i'd welcome a monday, but i think i am. even with gym second period and no free. i need to escape from this house. i've been working on this physics paper far too long - especially considering it's only an honors course. blah.

i met up with a friend from preschool on friday. we had lost touch once we entered high school, so i was very surprised to hear from her last week. i wish i could say nothing's changed, but i can't. she's still a great person, it's just that we're so different now and you would have never thought our paths had previously been so in sync with one another. so it goes, right? we went to fresh city and caught up for a couple of hours, then she took me to her new home and i saw her mom for the first time in four years and everything was nice and like it used to be. we parted ways because she was off to a club that night, and i don't own a fake id so i just came home. i had planned to go to st. mattie's day at mattie and andy's house by the beach, but i was exhausted and i havent made the drive down there in awhile, plus it was nearing 11 and i just thought it to be best if i didn't go. i was kind of feeling blue. wouldnt have been a good party-er, bringing down jon and max with me most likely. blah.

i wasn't able to go to work this weekend, which means in two weeks i'll have no money. wonderful.

i guess i should really wrap up this paper so im not completely freaking out on tuesday night.

also i got into providence college yesterday.