Yesterday was the last day i ever had to step foot inside La Salle Academy. it felt beyond weird. walking through the crowded halls at 810, making my way towards the auditorium and senior convocation, lockers slammed and lips spoke, but i hardly noticed anythin. it was another out of body experience. it was as though i was watching myself and my classmates from behind a freshly windexed pane of glass. navigating my way between frantic underclassmen scrambling for homework and racing against the clock for homeroom, it felt like someone had lowered the Great Volume Knob in the Sky. it has been all of eleven days since my last day of classes, but already i am used to looking in at the academy from the outside. is it weird if i said it even appeared smaller since visiting the pc campus over the weekend?
for some reason i am inexplicably depressed because the days i have been waiting for for four years are finally here and i dont want them so badly anymore.