just when i felt like i was going to fall apart, the one and only flyryeguy shows up on the scene and pieces me back together, takes my friends by storm and whisks me away to our old stomping grounds where we encounter hilarious misadventures with psychics and burnt out lightblubs and sit next to out-of-my-league brown boys (complete with british accents) while i am wearing my pc sweatshirt with the slightest tinge of pride and a big smile and completely forgetting about my meltdown over something so utterly and ridiculously trivial as a lab practical that's worth 25% of my lab grade. i'm rearranging my priorities, for better or worse, and i'm going to grant myself acceptance of that fact.
i am the luckiest person the universe. today i remembered that for the first time since august.
Today loves smile on me,
It took away my pain, said please
All that you ride is free,
You gotta let it be.
You're so polite indeed,
Well I got everything I need.
Oh make my days a breeze,
And take away my self destruction.