The Coward's Meme (as seen at beckaroo's)
a) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
b) Don't say who they are.
c) Never discuss it again.
10. as bad as it was, sometimes it's fun to brag about having a stalker.
9. that time i sang bon jovi's living on a prayer in 'the beast' is probably my favorite memory of us, and if they ever make my life into a movie, i'd like that to be in it.
8. i wish i were a better sister for you.
7. sometimes i worry about your self destructive tendencies. i am happy that you are seeking help now though. it's good to know you're looking out for yourself.
6. *sigh* if only you were straight!!!
5. "vapor around your body glistens in the shower..."
4. i really like waking up next to you. it helps me not feel so alone.
3. i should have appreciated you more when you were alive.
2. more than anything, i want to be able to right everything wrong for you. i want to take you into my arms and hug and hold you and reassure you that, yes, it really will be okay. not great, not spectatular, not fabulous, but okay. and that's all you need. let me be here for you more often. i love you, and you know that.
1. you are my end, my beginning, my world, my everything. i honestly believe that without you, i am nothing. having you in my life makes life worth living. i'm eternally grateful for you.