smileyjess

i positively abhor how if i forget it in the morning - say, two hours late - i get the most painful migraines of my life. oh, withdrawal, you're such a bitch. with your slowly blackening pulses creeping on all sides from my temples and slowly clouding my vision, can't concentrate on calc, the tiny squares on the page disappearing to nothingness, climbing four flights of stairs and feeling like i'm going to collapse, dizzy, tentative footsteps back to bed, fall, fall, fall, wake up startled and forgetting, trying to start the day over but it's too late.

too late.