i write stupid short entries because then i don't have to think about what i really want to write. because it would never be good enough anyway. as a rule, nothing's ever good enough. the words would mix themselves up and phrases manifest themselves as nothing but meaningless entities. slysdexia would kick in and everything would get misconstrued. i can't write to save my life and the mere thought of the improper selection of terms is enough to freeze my fingers above the black keys with white letters of my laptop. entirely paralysing me, disconnecting my brain, rendering me utterly functionless. worthless. not good enough, as a rule.