my best friend in the entire newly-shrunken (sorry, pluto!) universe is breezing through security and tentatively stepping on a plane that will take him to europe for four whole months.
i've mentioned before how terrible i am at saying goodbyes. so today to take my mind off of how everyone i love leaves all the fucking time, i spent so much money that my bank called to verify that my card hadn't been stolen and i was the one actually using it. i kid you not. it's so terrible that i realize why i do what i do and still do absolutely nothing to stop myself.
for instance, filling an unfathomable void with material things.
and then i wonder why i can't see the floor of the master bedroom i occupy at home.
damn it. i forgot to buy more hangers.
Ralph Lauren
2 long sleeve shirts
1 short sleeve shirt
1 grey polo
1 lavender oxford
Gap
2 sweaters
1 stretch long sleeve t
1 pair black chinos
1 pair skinny jeans
1 scarf
1 lip gloss pink lemonade
Jasmine sola
Earrings
Leggings
J. crew
2 long sleeve shirts
Paisley tie belt
Sephora
Eye shadow- me myself and i
You rebel
Clinique cappuccino eyeliner
Benetint
Red sox dot com
Captain varitek shirt
Williams-Sonoma / Linens n’ Things
Coffeepot
Toothbrush holders
Kitchen towels
Plates
Mixing bowls
Sustenance
Coke Zero
Smoothie flavoured Skittles
Yellow tail merlot (courtesy of my easily talked into buying alcohol padre)
Panera bread
Seattle’s best
Protein powder
Odwalla bars
Papyrus
Cards for all the letters I’ve written to you in my mind