i am so ridiculously good at pushing people away.
it kills me knowing that in my attempts to protect myself, i'm only hurting someone else.
i can't get close to you because when i do, then you'll just leave. so instead i dont let you near me. at all. i ignore your phone calls, texts, voicemails, im's.
it's easier this way, i promise. trust me. i know what i'm doing here. i'm sparing both of us a lot more trouble than i'll ever be worth. so really. dont worry about it. don't push back. resist. and leave.